I love & miss you Jeff

I sit here in my chair looking out the back window & all I think about is how much I miss my son. He always was in the backyard doing something since the day he started playing outside weather it was playing with his dinky cars in the sand or when he got older driving 4 wheelers & dirt bikes & working on them & cars. He always had to have some thing to do or he would pace the floors in the house. Drove him crazy if he couldn’t find something to do.

Reading from Medium Marie Hess

Sunday, 13 November 2022

Reading from Medium Marie Hess

 October 10,2022 6pm-7pm Marie

I talked to a medium Marie Hess & Jeff came through and an older woman and an older man. Jeffrey said that he could hear me talking to him at home, in the car and while I’m at work. When I’m in the car I would cry & say I wish I was a better mother and he came through saying that I was a good mom. He kept saying he was sorry. Marie said that he was showing me that I worked in a Hospital. I told her no but my work would look like a hospital because it’s a assisted living home.  He said he was always around because I’m always talking to him. Knew that I kept some clothes that I wear to feel close to him. Knew about the shrine that we have for him and he was happy about that she said a friend got a tattoo for you in remembrance of him and I said no to that. I am unsure if any of his friends got a tattoo  in remembrance of him but it is possible. His fiancé did get a tattoo for him & I so desperately want to get a sleeve tattoo of his pictures on my arm. 

He said It was in the cup. Substance abuse. Alcohol is the devils poison. I will never drink again, not even a sip. It took my son from me. 

 The woman that came through she’s on oxygen and she said that I look after her and that would’ve been my husband Allens mom. She thought that she was my mom or that she was like a mom to me and that’s true. The older man that came through she said I look after him as well and I think that would’ve been Allens dad. And Jeff kept saying that I was a good mom and I couldn’t have done anything to change anything. He said there was something in the car of his that I kept in my car but I can’t think of what that would be unless he was talking about his Volkswagen I’m not sure about that but nobody is allowed to touch it. Marie also said there’s a friend I’m still in contact with that I try to help.Marie also said that I had a necklace that was for him. I said no. Then she said that there was a necklace I was thinking about getting with his ashes in it & I said yes. It was about a hour long. I wish I had a way to record it. 

 It was a great experience & gave me some piece & I definitely will be doing it again as well in the near future I plan on taking some of her courses so I can master channeling & be able to help other parents who have lost there child.